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Saturday, November 19, 2011

Doodles of a Delirious Mind!

Today after a sabbatical, am back with my bloggin'.. my last post was way back in May.. and now its November.. grey melancholia mood of winter is setting in during the morning hours.. maybe the afternoon warm Sun melted my heart and nudged me to reach out for my blog.. all this while I have just become more of a slothball.. the practice is gone and so is the touch and urge to write. Gone are the days when I started blogging enthusiastically, when I discovered I could write and express myself by writing - but "lyadh" gets the better of me. Its not good.. Started doing Facebook jus' out of curiosity, it helps but it destroys also. The creativity subsides. People just goes gaga over FB - they get a lot of friends and 'friends' and 'cheap popularity' (sarcasm fully intended). Despite repeated promises to my diary aka blog that I will be back, I never returned. And the blog has become like some old diary lying in the attic covered in dust. But they have been good friends, but whatever, doesn't matter...... see my habit is gone.. this is just bakwaas stuff!!

Watched Rockstar. Blown off!!! And we still have people sayin' Bodyguard and Dabaang are good movies!!! Yuk!!!! Sometimes I keep asking myself are we so dumb to love such films or is it just they have forgotten how to react.. I feel pity for all those who didnt like RS cause they are the backward lot who rarely cares about emotions!!

Talking of emotions, my mind strucks over love, the strongest of'em all as am heading towards my 2nd marriage anniversary.. time just flew by, and now after reachin' at this point of my life I can give a word or two lecture about marriage - marriage is just like walking on a tight rope, all about balance, comfort and compatability. This is the greatest institution where two people with varied interests one from Venus and the other from Mars work together to raise a family.

Knowing a stranger, sharing room and other stuffs with him or her, and then working on with little differences is itself an endless journey. Some long arguments on pity and silly issues like how to cut cauliflowers small or big florets (trust me even more silly than this) these are small packets and parcels of married life, when delivered you have to accept it with true spirit.

Often surprises keeps this relationship live and happening, it sometimes gives immense pleasure to discover a new thing about your partner, the inner qualities and virtues which are somehow shielded from the outer world.

Thanks A to be with me in every walk of my life. Love you more with each passing day..!! :-)

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